Jan 21, 2011

Belajar Bersyukur


Menangis kegembiraan, menangis kegagalan, melompat kegirangan, menjerit kekejutan, are what I saw.for last two days of school (Thursday & Friday). I was kinda surprised seeing my classmates in those situations...how EMOTIONAL they were. Why did they have to be so emotional? I guess, it was the effort that matter! No. of effort=No. of tears. This often happen in Seisen during the exam season. But in my case, I don't cry in public because of school thingy like exams and test results. I don't do that. Nobody in school  will ever know how well/how bad my results were. I do  such things at home. I cried a lot to Ayah about school, exams, tests, assignments, and friends. Thanks Ayah for being there for me.

So, exam results were quite satisfying. Ermm, but not really because I know I can do much better than that. For English, I got 83 which is B-, I felt like doing “sujud syukur” because I thought that I will fail English since I didn’t get enough time to check my grammar, proper vocab used? That’s bit what I was worrying about. Syukur alhamdulillah. Ade sape2 nak belanja makan KEBAB? ROTI NAN? Mak? Ayah? Kawan2 blogger?

One more thing I would like to share is, kawan-kawan aku punya perangai. Diorang kalau dapat B, kecoh satu dunia. Mesti nak cari mana-mana part yang boleh naikkan markah bagi A. Aku dapat B dah syukur Alhamdulillah. Diorang tak! Kadang-kadang tu sampai menangis-menangis. Rupanya sebab dapat B-. What the heck. Aku rasa macam nak lempang pun ade. Gedik semcam. Belajar la bersyukur sikit kan. Tapi takpela worth crying sebab memang good effort.

Oh yaaa, One litre of Tears. I promised you guys something. Its not that important though. Its just that I’m feeling so grateful for having such an opportunity living here. Syukur sangat-sangat sebab antara banyak-banyak manusia atas dunia ni, aku antara orang yang bertuah dapat merasa hidup di negara orang. Ramai nak datang sini kan? Insya-Allah satu hari nanti rezeki korang pula.



Cerita ni memang sangat best. Memang dah lama sangat pun. Abang aku dok promote, aku je yang malas nak tengok. Tapi akhirnya tengok jugak. I’m sure most of you already know about this story kan kan.. But, saje nak share lagi. So, through out the story, I found how lucky I am for having such a wonderful opportunity. Lucky sangat-sangat dan bersyukur sangat-sangat. So, tak payah nak detail sangat la kan cerita pasal Jepun ni.(It might take my whole lifetime to differentiate between Japan and Malysia hikhik) Like how you see they behave in the story, that’s like how I go through my everyday life.

  1. Kindergarteners. Setiap pagi, penghujung perjalanan, berdekatan dengan north gate sekolah, aku mesti nampak adik-adik tadika ni berlari-lari anak, pakai beg kotak-kotak sebijik macam dalam cerita ni(pink, kuning, hitam) naik bukit menuju ke sekolah mereka yang tak berapa jauh dari sekolah aku; a bit further I think. Comel lah juga. Ehh, tak sangat la. Aku rasa diorang bila dah besar lagi comel.
  2. Japanese Local Schools’ students. Yang ini, oh yeah, memang banyak jumpa. Tapi yang paling obvious waktu balik sekolah. Salu nampak mereka bergerak berkumpulan. Ramai. Waktu ni la aku ambil peluang cuci mata. Banyaaaaaaaak sangat! Sampai kadang-kadang aku tak ingat dah mana satu yang aku aim. Aku sure kalau kat Malaysia mesti dah berlaku proses ngorat,-mengorat, kapel-meng-kapel kan? (laki kat Malaysia mesti bunyi tikus lah ape lah..eiuww..ade lagi ke sekarang??) Sini banyak kot awek cun. Kat sini jarang-jarang (ade jugak, tapi tak geli macam kat Malysia punya pelajar sekolah, kat sini diorang sweet sangat..haha) nak tengok diorang jalan berpasangan. Selalu, lelaki dengan lelaki, perempuan dengan perempuan. Ni yang aku nampak lah! Area Yoga (area sekolah aku) saje, dah ade beberapa buah sekolah Jepun. Skirt macam –macam jenis pattern ade. Ade yang kotak, ade yang kosong. Macam cite ni lah. Sebijik. Bila bas datang, diorang lari nak kejar... Sejibik sejibik sejibik.
  3. SC LAB. Macam kat Malaysia, kalau sekolah yang agak-agak kaya tu, lab die, meja die, stylo lah sikit kan? Kat sini..satu negara semua sama. Pergi lah sekolah mana-mana pun semua sama warna dan design. Lab kat sekolah aku pun  macam tu jugak la. Meja kat kelas pun macam dalam cerita ni jugak. Meja kat sini kecik dohh. Mula-mula dulu, aku salu jatuh barang kat lantai..rasa diri macam badak pun ade (memang pun) tapi lama-lama baru biasa la.
  4. SEA PARADISE. OMG. I’ve been there. Kakak! Kita dah pergi. Aku dah pegi, dah sentuh penguin tu. Ya Allah. Dah rasa panorama kat situ.


*Paham ke tak eh? Kalau tak faham, kena lah tengok cerita die okay! Tak rugi punya. Tapi kalau nak start tu, pastikan semua kerja-kerja sekolah/assignment dah siap ye. Sebab nanti tak reti nak berhenti :P
Okay lah, emotional kawan-kawan berjangkit pulak kat aku kan. So, kesimpulannya aku bersyukur sangat la sebab dapat rasa cerita yang sebenar. Maksudnya, contoh korang tengok.. you can just see and watch what and how it looks like but like me, I can feel the atmosphere and the real surroundings (macam fantasy vs reality) korang imagine je, aku merasa. So, that’s y I wanna share. Know what I mean? Alhamdulillah. Anyway, have a nice weekend. Pray that you guys will also have the same opportunity like me.

*I’ll try to show u guys gambar perjalanan aku ke sekolah. Maybe one day. I’m kinda lazy to be a photographer really. Hrmm…

HAVE A NICE WEEKEND! SALAM.

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