Nov 25, 2010

How could you do that? I misssssss you

Someone you love, someone you like, someone you trust, someone you lay on whenever you feel down and during your hard time, someone that I believe she’s even your Idol, she stabbed on your back! (or even more mean than that)

That’s terrifying, horrible, unspeakable, unimaginable, unacceptable situation and condition that you’ve gone through.. That you never expect to happen that you have never dream would have happen.

Even though you forgive her, you back to the way you were, you forgot everything that happened, I’m pretty sure..deep inside your heart there’s still a tiny hole that would have change your perception on life, on people, on world, on universe.

Well, thats mine.
Here is mine, mine!
I would rather not believe in any one else than having tonnes of friends without purpose.
No more trust in you, you & you.
The past did somehow affect the present and the future, in some ways you could see and also a million ones you couldn't. Time wasn't a thing you could divide easily; there was no defined middle or beginning or end. I could pretend to leave the past behind, but it would not leave me where I would never trust anyone anymore.

Anyways, life goes on. and some said,
"Life is an awful, ugly place to not have a best friend."

I might gonna think about that! For me, bestfriend does not exist anymore since I kept moving here and there.
(HOW COULD YOU HAVE THE HAERT TO DELETE MY POST ON YOUR WALL??, rather than just keep it on there or if you really want to do that, then, delete all of those posts on your wall including your new 'MRSM' friends. I JUST CAN'T GET YOU OUT OF MY MIND, I hope that does not meant to happen, all it was ACCIDENTLY happened, I HOPE!)

i started thinking if the people closest to me can do this then every one can so i dropped of the face of the planet and now i dont have the haert to even communicate with them anymore, how can i trust people, in general, again?

Nov 22, 2010

sweety dear,

Korang, bukan korang lah!
Alaaa, mereka yg saya maksudkan tu, bukan follower saya pun, tapi harap2 mereka baca--lah--!
Hmm,

Rotey, Imah..jgn risau ;P
Love&Miss you guys :D

Satu pantang!
Tula aku kata aku memang tak suka Jepun!(yeke)
Takdelah tak suka, tapi menyampah!
Artis/Penyanyi Jepun sorang pun aku tak kenal..
Jangan tak caye..serius ni..

Lagi darah aku naik bila kawan2 lama/strangers/kwn FB
Tegur aku kat Facebook!
Tegur je aku tak kisah la, tapi ni nak tegur dalam bahasa Jepun lak!
Aku nak je letak Profile Picture..that says..
AKU DUDUK JEPUN,
TAPI AKU TAK CAKAP JEPUN,
SEBAB AKU ORANG MELAYU,
THUS, AKU CAKAP MELAYU!
Hah, jangan taktau aku marah!
Tapi kadang2, aku jawab je. sikit2 boleh la.
Ada yang dah pro bahasa jepun, nak try2 gn aku pulak. HISHHH! Aku tak reti.paham tak?
Aku kat sekolah masih ESL, budak baru lagi kan..tak boleh amik Bahasa Jepun lagi.
Kalau dok dua tahun lagi, insya-Allah la aku belajar. Ala maklumlah English pun bertabur lagi =,=

Second type of people.Ni lagi masalah! Yang ADD aku, pastu aku online je,KEBABOOOOM!

Jepun best tak? Sekarang pkul bape eh sane? Awek cun2 tak? Pandai ckp jepun la ni? Tempat mane yang best eh? Dah g jalan mane2? Kawan ramai? Bial balik? Belajar ok? watpe g sane? Dah ade pakwe? 
and....so on...
Ya Allah, kalau aku kenal ke takpe jugak.
Kawan lama ke, boleh terima lagi. Ni aku tak kenal langsung.
Yang aku pun satu cerdik, approve je org add. Hmmm,
Lagi satu statement yang tak boleh belah gila...
SAYA MINAT GILA KAT JEPUN, SEBAB TU SAYA ADD AWAK NI.
Yang ni lagi tak boleh tahan kan.
Lepas tu start la pertanyaan2 yang berjela2 tu.

Moral of the story;
Jangan la sesuka hati approve orang yang tak dikenali.
Nanti la cuti aku menjalankan operasi delete friends.
Dah entah sape2 tah friends aku tu --"
Semua ANNOYING GILA! ;p

Mamang la aku tak kisah nak berkongsi ape semua tu, tapi aku dah la tak minat Jepun, nak cerita kat korang pun kena lah jaga hati korang kan. hahaha, takut nanti korang kecewa lak. Tapi takpelah, harap2 takde lah yg add2 aku bagi statement camtu lagi ;p

heheeeee bye2,