Aku Bingung..

Sickness, Lonliness, Shitnewwwsssseeesss

Demam berlarutan. Kepala pening, Mata merah kepedihan, Hidung terkumat-kamit menghembus keluar hingus yang mengalir, mulut tercungap-cungap lelah mencuba untuk bernafas, telinga berdengung-dengung mendengar keluhan.(semua dalam rumah ni demam sekarang kecuali mak & ayah). Despite all those pain, perut gua masih galak berbunyi-bunyi, menyepak-nyepak, mehempas segala asset yang ada petanda nak suruh gua makan la tu. Kononnya kalau makan, gua boleh baik demam la. Cukup la tu dengan semua permainan kau perut. Gua dah tak nak bagi muka lagi kat kau. Melampau! Semakin gua layan, semakin kau naik kepala.

p/s; switch aku pulak ye. Dah rase macam gangster pulak pakai gua2 ni kan.

Sekarang, otak aku apatah lagi, ligat berpusing dan hampir biul, memikirkan macam mane aku nak siapkan kerja sekolah. Ya Allah. Kembalikan segala tenaga sakti aku. Assignment yang aku dah list kat tepi>>>> tu cerita lain. Memang lambat lagi, tapi untuk langkah keselamatan, aku kena mula dari weekend ni. Memang terpaksa.

Walaubagaimanapun, di samping assignment2 besar tu, ade benda2 kecil yang aku sepatutnya buat waktu cuti winter holiday haritu, aku tak buat. Tangguh! Bagusla. Baru kau tahu ira! Facebook facebook, blogging blogging, follower bukan bertambah pun! Yang hairannya update blog dengan log in facebook, dua2 ni, aku buat secara konsisten, walhal..kerja2 sekolah dan study2 for external exam, bukan setakat tak konsisten, sentuh pun belum. Errrr adela sikit. Tak sampai 10%.

Secara tak langsung, untuk di-relatekan dengan ape yang aku rasa sekarang ni, aku nak umumkan tajuk argumentative speech….ermm…why the use of internet for teens nowadays are useless?? Okay tak?

Dah banyak tajuk2 yang berkemungkinan aku akan guna. Antaranya;

1. Are parents allowed to hit their children? Kalau guna yang ini, aku nak kaitkan dengan Malay Culture. That might be interesting.
2. Cigarettes should be banned?? Aku nak kaitkan dengan Malysia& Japan :p
3. Government should give free health care? Macam Japan…free health care beb!!
4. Why learning Shakespeare is useless? Hahaha, sebab die punya vocab, bahasa menyusahkan orang kot.
5. Why co-ed school is better than single sex school? Aku ade pengalaman, boleh la share kan?
6. Japanese culture which the gap between young and old people is so obvious?
7. Kerajaan Malysia perlu naikkan taraf sistem pengangkutan. Gerabak keretapi ade 3 je??, mana muat doh. Tak punctual. Driver tak berhemah. Macam2 aku nak complain.
8. Why other people think that Islam/Muslim is a terrorist in the world? Tapi cikgu aku kata topik2 politik dan agama, sangat sensitive. Jadi soalan ni aku delete.
9. And lastly, aku rasa nak buat tajuk panas nih, Why doing speeches are useless?? Hahhhh! Cikgu English aku mesti SUKA ni.kan2? Menyusahkan orang. Sebenarnya, instead of saying that, I should have say, speech perlu diterapkan dalam pelajaran/pengajaran di Malysia(even local school).? Kan?

Aku bingung. Tolong. Apekah jalan penyelesaian yang bernas! Adakah terus melayan perut aku, atau terus melayan facebook aku, atau terus mengupdate blog aku, atau terus menyambung tidur atau bukak buku kemudian start buat?

Aku tahu dah jawapannye. Makan kan? Yeahhh.

Korang rase tajuk speech mana yang paling best?????

that's the pain, it just came :P

How long can I stave it off? I don't know. All I know is that I have two choices- stay wrapped in blankets and feed this heart properly again, or get the revenge back together and stay on with living?

Rights and Responsibilities you must know in a dating relationship!

Zaman sekarang ni, ramai dalam kalangan remaja yang ambil remeh berkenaan “benda” yang aku akan ketengahkan hari ni. Kata orang “pandai-pandai la jaga diri”! Cakap memang senang beb, cuba lalui tengok! Bila dah diselubungi syaitan kiri-kanan, depan-belakang, takdenye korang nak tahan nafsu dah. Betul tak? Sebab tu banyak kes-kes yang tak enak di-dengar sekarang ni. (aku pun takut dah nak balik Malaysia…) So, aku nak dedahkan sikit ape yang aku faham! Plus, aku rasa memang kita semua kena ambil tahu benda-benda ni! Jum-jum ! (Kalau dah tahu, ambil lah buat tambah ilmu atau ingat2 balik benda yang dah belajar. Kalau belum tahu, ambil lah sebagai ilmu baharu)

Rights and Responsibilities in a Dating Relationship

Ramai yang tengah enak bercinta kan sekarang? Enak la sangat! Anyway, dalam hubungan percintaan pun korang kena tahu hak-hak yang korang kena pegang! Bukannya setakat “persefahaman, tolak ansur, setia…???” je tau! Banyak lagi. Antaranya:

1. Right to say “No” in any situation
2. Right to express your values
3. Right to express preferences- Like what you want to do, kecenderungan anda, keutamaan anda, atau sesuatu yang lebih disukai.
4. Right to expect respect from your partner- demand
5. Right to decide what is best for you
6. Right to enjoy the benefits of chastity

Responsibilities

In order nak berkekalan lama, tengok Rights tu pun dah macam cerewet je kan? Tambahan lagi, korang ade tanggujawab jugak.

1. Be assertive- desak, tegas untuk perkara baik la. Jangan la desak pasangan suruh beli topup pulak!
2. Know the difference between infatuation and love- penting ni, kadang-kadang anda terperangkap dalam jurang cinta yang berdasarkan nafsu sex semata-mata. So, watch out!
3. Set limits beforehands- sebelum ape2 terjadi, be prepared!
4. Respect your self and your partner
5. Awareness of some facts- condom failure rate, there is no such thing as safe sex!!!
6. Know that sex is a gift as well as a responsibility- jadi, kahwin la dulu! I mean, keep virginity before getting married.

Know the Progression of Sexual Feeling with Increased Physical Intimacy

Perlu tahu juga yang ini,

Itulah sedikit sebanyak yang aku belajar dan dapat share dengan korang ! Selamat mengamalkan !

Contest "Owh, So Wonderful!" by Sophie Al-Yahya

I’m really sorry that I do not have the real picture of this wonderful story. I don’t have it now. I promise, balik Malysia nanti, aku akan post entry ni sekali lagi and put the real picture.

Here's where i started to think about this wonderful story!

Setting; Harare the capital city of Zimbabwe, stated in the Africa continent.

Time period; 2003

It was a long winter break and we went for a travel to South Africa. It was early in the morning at the embassy of Malaysia, Harare, Zimbabwe, Africa where we reached there from our hometown Malawi. After spending about three nights at the embassy, it was time for us to continue to our last destination, South Africa for about 1000km from there. Pajero and Mercedez E class cars with diplomatic plate; they started the engines. Ours, was the pajero that fit seven people. Dad and uncle Mad were checking their car, and the two big containers of petrol in the boot of our pajero. Everything checked out and now we were ready to leave.

PRANGGGG!

Dad followed behind uncle Mad’s car as he is more master of the way to the destination; he went there before. We were still in the city and unfortunately, the light turn red. We came to a stop. But Uncle Mad’s car had gone further. We thought that he realized we had to stop as usually we experienced that. It was desolate, sad; quite still dark, freezing and no car behind, next and in front of our Pajero as giving us the hint that something bad will happen later. I wonder why because it was like too quiet and too mournful. Suddenly, a “bump, crash, cracking, explode” sound appeared from at the back of the pajero. Everyone held their heads as we thought the petrol that we brought for our journey, exploded and I also thought that I was going to die, burn in the car altogether with my family. While I was thinking those bad things, I heard my brother who was fifteen years old, tall and big, asked for permission from dad. “What??” I wondered. He opened the door and ran out to a black guy that was holding my brothers’ bag. “Wait, why is he holding my brothers’ bag?, in fact it’s only kids’ clothes, does not fit that guys’s body.” Then only I realize that they broke the back mirror of our Pajero and took two bags which were my brothers’ bag and ran away toward the brick walls near the traffic lights. My brother caught one guy and kicks him as he was lying down. There were about two to three other black people that saw the incident and also my dad tried to stop my brother from hitting the guy. He was just out of control. The other guy left the bag that he took and climbed across the brick wall and he succeeded. Later, there were few policemen came and took the man to the police car. Who called the police I did not know but it was not my dad. Finally, uncle Mad came. He realized that we took so long at the traffic light. He sped back to us. Dad and uncle Mad decided that we continue the journey even without the back mirror of our Pajero. Somehow dad covered with some kind of plastic and because of that, dad could not drive 140 km/h as it is going to make the pajero fly up in the sky.

I realized that we were all crying in the car. My small brother and my older brother at the back had all the small chip of the broken mirror on their head. We cleaned the car and again hope for a safe journey this time. Nobody was injured. Even without the back mirror we safely arrived Johannesburg city about eight o’clock at night. Beautiful as heaven. Lights were all around; tall buildings were really great view at night. It was kind of weird that we don’t have the back mirror and I’m pretty sure that other people was like staring at our car. Anyway, we were kind of famous at that time! We stopped by at a place and uncle Mad called his daughter who stayed and studied there to take us to the place that she rent for us. While we were waiting for uncle Mad’s daughter, we again talked about the horrible incident that morning and said that we had a really good experience to tell to our descendants years later. We should also be prepared because anything will happen even if you assume it will be a bright day. However, we laughed and happy at that moment and felt thankful that everyone was okay and safe.

Btw, the next morning, my dad got to send the car at the shop and the rupa/the cermin belakang became normal.

Initially, originally, it is kind of like a horrible incident/story, but I finally thought that it was a really wonderful experience that I have experienced 8 years ago, and I will never forget that!

zaman hingusan

Victoria Falls Zambia, near to the Zimbabwe border.

 The picture above is also on a travel. But that one was with aunty Noha's family, the most awesome trip :) JUST TO GET YOU GUYS THE SCENERY.